40. The End of 2020 . . . Finally
We had a surprise rain late in autumn, and after receiving less than 5 inches of rain all year when we normally expect at least 15 inches, it was most welcome. A few days after the rain, when I was feeling particularly uncertain about the future, I was walking in the vineyard with no particular goal and started to see wildflowers. I found ten different varieties in about 5 minutes, and there were even more! We had a lot of plans for Alta Marfa in 2020 and it was very frustrating to see those plans delayed and cancelled. On top of that, the pandemic and election have made for a difficult year to say the least. The indifference of the wild nature around us, which at times is discouraging and even terrifying, can also be comforting. These wild flowers were very good medicine.